SDF

what was that all about?  i really have to stop drinking so much fuckin coffee.  i mean it.  last night, i downloaded and listened to the song that was #1 the day i was born.  then i proceeded to get quite psycho, and balled my eyes out.  (cried)  as if that is not enough, i then had to describe it all in great detail to a complete stranger in an e-mail.  which is i guess kinda what i do here, but here it is more like mumbling out loud in a subway station.  the e-mail thing is a little like pouring your heart out to the cashier-kid at the supermarket.  creepy. 

gotta go make coffee...