Out of context right there, that quote sounds facetious -- but it is not.  After just a few minutes at Sovaj's site you know. 

Maybe my isolative behavior makes me more acutely aware of human warmth and sincerity.  Maybe I'm just seeing what I hope is there -- but I don't think so.  I don't think so because there comes with these recognitions of young men who are generous and sensitive a kind of jealousy on my part -- no, it's more like a soft lament for the boy in me who always wanted to be generous and sensitive, but never let it out.  That unpretensious sentiment makes me believe that my perception is accurate; that impossibly beautiful young gay men do exist.  And I don't mean beautiful that way -- I've never seen his picture. 

It's nice, even if it's not me.